it's been quite awhile since i last updated.
things have been quite good recently.
it's been christmas, the holidays and the new year.
what a joyful season.



anyway.
feeling kinda reflective today.
i was just wondering what it's goin to be like in year 3.
no, not the work load.
but most of my great pals would be away by then.
the people i have been spending so much time with.
i really wonder what i'll do then.



i hope that in this new year,
i can make more true friends in my class.
i really like my classmates and they're really a great bunch of people.
but i've yet to really like be close friends with anyone.
mostly due to the lack of effort on my part i guess.
but i'm gonna try my best when school reopens.
PEIYI AND GANG!-let's go out more!



lastly,i need to be less demanding and stop wasting my time.
this is not to anyone in particular.
BUT i feel that sometimes i give too much and i know the person
definitely can't give in return.
but i still continue giving.
I guess now it's time to stop it.
NO MORE of this.
I had enough of people unwilling to contribute to friendship.
it cannot be just me giving and getting nothing in return.


i guess some people might be used to this or even like this.
but not me.
IF you want something, it's time you learnt to give too.
I believe that the way your friends treat you is a reflection of
how you treat them.


on a lighter note.
schools ending in like a month.
so it's perth here i come!

;5:39 AM

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